The Height Of Callousness

my frustration caused the callous turned my senses into spite
my perception with no conscience
made the fear seem almost right

I was unaffected for so long
now i'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
now it's fucking gone

can I see it? can I see it? can I?
I can't even recognize myself
I turned into what destroyed it
drown the truth out until it all makes sense again

I was unaffected for so long
now i'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
now it's fucking gone

take my fucking conscience from me
try to save me from myself
turn my fucking thoughts against me
now my ways will be disolved

fuck integrity
fuck integrity

my frustration caused the callous turned my senses into spite
my perception with no conscience
made the fear seem almost right

I was unaffected for so long
now i'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
now it's fucking gone

take my fucking conscience from me
try to save me from myself
turn my fucking thoughts against me
now my ways will be disolved