Is This The End? (At The Age Of 17)

is my family falling apart or has it already
and is my life falling apart because I'm not ready
to live in this world all alone
I'm not a man just a boy going through life
the best the best that I can

don't let peoples' opinions change you
you must stay strong cause if your environment gets to you
your sanity won't last that long
is this the end?

she says she doesn't want to be here
well why why don't she go
is she telling the truth
or putting on another big show
and I don't know if this would effect me
or bother me in any way
I guess that's just how I've grown up
I live my life my own way
don't let peoples' opinions change you
you must stay strong cause if your environment gets to you
your sanity won't last that long
is this the end?
is this the end?
is this the end?

things are really fuct up but I know I'll make it through
cause I've got some good friends to help me and they've done it too
my friends thought I had everything 'cause my parents gave me what I want
but what they can't see is inside my heart is torn in knots
so lost and confused at the age of 17
will my life stay like this will I grow up to be old and mean
please God help me I know you're on my side
help me get the grass thats greener on the other side
I hide