Schizianity

I'm but a shell. A frame of a man. I'm but a glimpse of
whom I used to be. I'm no more life and lust.
I'm only rich on time to spend venting my own spleen.
I'm sick as hell. I am in desperate need of heeling.
Need to feel salvation. Or I might as well embrace death.
I could never stand a world of sin and fornication.

The world is full of whores. (The world is full of whores.)
All this filth and heresy. (All this filth and heresy).
I am a tool of the Lord. (I am a tool of the Lord).
I have eternal life. (I have eternal life).

The will of God was executed through my deeds.
The voice of God I heard. All filth and unclean I
disintegrated to prepare Gods paradise in this world.
I read the holy writings. I read Matthew's 18th chapter,
7th, 8th and 9th. And I realised what had to be done.
And that I just had so little time.

The world is so full of sin. (The world is so full of sin).
Blasphemy and sacrilege. (Blasphemy and sacrilege).
For as I believe in him. (For as I believe in him).
I have eternal life after death. (I have eternal life after death).

What have I done so wrong. Why have they put me in this