Scream Me A Whisper

perching on the brink of insanity.
frustration snapping like a dog at my heels.
no love is lost on humanity,
no love has come my way for many a year.
the verbal arrows they penetrate.
no sheild's defence as they burn deep into my heart.
to sting more than callous archer cares.
embedding barbs imbued, they rip my life apart.

scream me a whisper,
so I can speak the torment in my mind.
scream me a whisper,
pierce my ear with silken blade divine.
scream me a whisper,
no soft caress to ease the pain inside.
scream me a whisper,
no corner left within where I can hide.
scream me a whisper,
disencumbered soul inside unbind.
scream me a whisper.

mere mortal words with which I try to explain,
a redundant medium too weak to express.
believe the turmoil, it does exist,
behind veiled contours of excess flesh.
suffer the painstaking withdrawal
impotent reaction that masks the lions roar.
always carefully considerd.
the greater exspensebspared as knuckles reach the door.

the tightening coils of resented tension.
with random ricochet search hard through tear stained view.
to find a reason or just release,
the pressure still punching through.